
Deuteronomy 4:7 "What other nation is so great as to have their gods near them the way the LORD our God is near us whenever we pray to him?"
It's hard to believe that in only 4 days from today I will have been home a month from Nicaragua. That's so hard to believe! Today I decided to take most of the morning/afternoon and have some much needed quiet time. A date with my Savior if you will! Ever since I've been home I've been repeatedly reminded of the fast-paced culture we live in and to be quiet honest it's really a shame. I was really becoming quite accustomed to the Nicaraguan way of living which is so much more laid back and not run off of a
schedule and watch. But, that is the way life is here and I've realized that even though I don't so much care for this hustle-bustle way of life....if everything else in my day has to be structured I have to be just as intentional about spending time with my Lord. Thus the coffee date : )
I'm really not much of a reader. In fact I'm really talented in the area of picking a really

great book, start it and never finish it. However, I'm trying to work on this and actual finish a book for once. The book of choice at the moment is "Breakthrough Prayer" by Jim Cymbala. This book was recommended by my dear traveling buddy Matheson. She read it this summer while we were in Nicaragua. I kept hearing all of this great stuff from her that she'd share that she was reading and I have thus decided to read it for myself.
Basically this book is as Jim puts it: "aimed at more than outlining the
important biblical principle of seeking Gods's help. It is also about what I call
the lost prayers of scripture-the things we rarely pray for even though God has promised them
to all his children."
The chapter I read today is entitled "Breakthrough Promises." It's interested how the Lord works because this past week I've been trying to work on praying every morning on my way to work. This past week I found myself praying " Lord, I know you want to hear about everything in our lives, but sometimes I find myself being really timid when it comes to asking you for certain things." That very morning I read when I pulled in the parking lot at school out of The Daily Light. This nifty little book of scripture for everyday (check it out it's worth it). Anyways, the last verse for that morning was Hebrews 4:16 " So, let us come boldly to the throne of our glorious God..." Ok well Lord I guess that answers my question. All of that I started reading my book Breakthrough Prayer today...on my little coffee date and one of the topics Jim Cymbala hit on was how "The Lord is not some distant Creator who set the world in motion and then proceeded to ignore it. He is the "Hearer of Prayer" who made costly provision so that his people might 'approach the throne of grace with confidence.' There's that verse again. So, apparently God is trying to teach me "Lauren, come boldly to my throne." The more I thought about that it made me realize...hey, this is not like walking into your bosses office...this is my Dad!! This is my heavenly Father who drops everything just to hear me!
Not only does he want to hear my prayers he wants to answer them too! He has a heaven full of blessings he wants to pour on me...if I only ask him. Why have I not been asking?! I spent this summer watching him do some pretty incredible things and seeing him bringing his Word to life in the lives of a room full of women and our small group Bible study of young girls...why? Because I prayed for that! Why am I surprised when I call on him that he answers??
In Jeremiah, chapter 29 the ever so popular verse is found "for I know the plans I have for you says the Lord..." Most people could recite this verse word for word I think. I look over that
verse a lot of times because it is so often used and that's bad on my part, but today I saw it differently. Jim Cymbala shares this insight in his book...so I cannot take credit for any of the following lol.
In Jeremiah 29:10-14 is where God is sharing the plans that he has for his people that have been exiled to Babylon. It's here where God states that he has a plan and a purpose for the people of Jerusalem that have been exiled. That at the end of 70 years he is going to bring them back from exile.
"This is what the LORD says: "When 70 yrs. are completed for Babylon, I will come to you and fulfill my gracious promise to bring you back to this place. For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD., "plans to to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will see me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile." (Jeremiah 29:10-14)
Jim Cymbala raised the question in his book:
"Will the people seek God and be answered by him before or after he fulfills his promise to bring them back from captivity? The Israelites were to pray before the promised return from exile. The Lord would keep his word to them after they fervently prayed for his promise to be fulfilled. Many of us fail to call on God because we don't understand the need to pray about something God has already promised to do. Though we acknowledge that God has plans for us and that his promises reflect his grace and mercy, we don't realize that he wants us to petition him the very things he has promised! It's in response to our prayers that God accomplishes his purpose, demonstrating once again that he is a "Hearer of Prayer."
(Cymbala pg.79)
I cannot tell you how different this passage in Jeremiah looks to me know. What is there in my life that I feel God has promised to me, but I haven't been praying for him to accomplish it therefore I have yet to see him answer it? I hope this makes sense. This summer I have desperately been praying about how God is going to use me in the lives of the pe
ople in Nicaragua as well as in the lives of the people around me here in the States. My heart's desire is to live a life that reflects him and in turn causes them to want to follow after him. I feel the Lord has a greater purpose for my life than the one I'm living day-to-day, and I've been confused and frustrated why I'm not experiencing that. Well, I recently heard the quote that "Being still and doing nothing are not the same thing." Ps. 46:10 for those of you who know me has been a theme verse for me for quite some time. However, I feel as if I'm starting to realize that I'm frustrated being still, because I've not been

fervently praying for God to fulfill what I felt is his purpose in my life. And yeah..I've prayed...but not FERVENTLY! Just casual "hoping" prayer....not the kind of praying that is confidently approaching the throne of my Daddy!
This picture I think is a great representation of how we can approach our heavenly Father.
"Prayer is not some kind of heavenly lottery. Nor does the Bible counsel us to pray with an "I hope this will work" kind of attitude. Instead, we are told that prayer brings us before the throne of grace as children seeking the help of their heavenly Father. That's the heart of breakthrough successful prayer- the bold confidence that we are talking to the Father who delights to supply our needs."
(Cymbala, pg. 83)
So, much like the Israelites I'm finding myself learning that God does indeed have a purpose for my life that he has promised for me and that through prayer I can see God accomplish through my life.
"We need to realize that the promises that overflow our Bibles will overflow into our own lives as we appropriate then through prayer. But doesn't this gracious plan involving our cooperation with God detract from his glory? It doesn't for three reasons: God made the plan; God made the promise; and only God can answer prayer!" (Cymbala, pg. 82)
Pretty exciting stuff don'tcha think?!